[ gods, even the sound of his voice is... it's too much. really, maybe if he just makes a dive for it in just the right way...
but no, he can't. he can't bring himself to do something so cowardly; it was cowardly enough to come here in the first place, to live and therefore to rob his sacrifices in ivalice of all meaning. he won't do that again, no matter how many ghosts from his past come back to haunt him.
and so gabranth descends, taking care not to lose his balance with the awkwardly-sized pumpkin in his arms. he hands it off to another idon, and as they pick up the ladder and move on to the next display, he remains behind. ]
I...
[ what does he even say? gods, but he can't even bring himself to look basch in the eyes. not that he deserves to, anyway. ]
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but no, he can't. he can't bring himself to do something so cowardly; it was cowardly enough to come here in the first place, to live and therefore to rob his sacrifices in ivalice of all meaning. he won't do that again, no matter how many ghosts from his past come back to haunt him.
and so gabranth descends, taking care not to lose his balance with the awkwardly-sized pumpkin in his arms. he hands it off to another idon, and as they pick up the ladder and move on to the next display, he remains behind. ]
I...
[ what does he even say? gods, but he can't even bring himself to look basch in the eyes. not that he deserves to, anyway. ]
I'd not... ever thought to see you in this world.