There was a lot to it, and I'm not sure how much I should really go into it. It turns out I wasn't really thinking things through all that well, mostly. I promised to talk to you more if I had a problem, you promised to try and listen to me more and work on your depression.
[He squeezes Billy's hand. He knows he hurt Billy badly, just from talking to him in his own time, but... it's not nice seeing it again, more clearly, and realising how much he's messed up.
And bringing Loki up feels too much like an excuse. Whatever Loki (and, being fair, David) put in his head, it was still Teddy that acted on it, still Teddy that stopped trusting his boyfriend.]
This is really weird. I don't know, either... is there anything you do want to know?
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[He squeezes Billy's hand. He knows he hurt Billy badly, just from talking to him in his own time, but... it's not nice seeing it again, more clearly, and realising how much he's messed up.
And bringing Loki up feels too much like an excuse. Whatever Loki (and, being fair, David) put in his head, it was still Teddy that acted on it, still Teddy that stopped trusting his boyfriend.]
This is really weird. I don't know, either... is there anything you do want to know?