No-- that's not it. [He shakes his head and tries to offer a brighter smile as he squeezes Teddy's hand in his.]

I'm always happy to see you. Don't be silly, Teddy. I guess-- I'm just trying to figure out things. I mean-- [God, he doesn't know where to start.

Or how to begin to say he's sorry. He's messed up a lot...]

... Do you want to work things out here too? Is that like cheating on the Billy you know or--

[Ideally though, that Billy is him in some future point.]