[He's at least not naive enough to not know what's happening. There is a moment of panic when he feels tight walls of muscles clamping down hard around his fingers but as they quiver and relax he's able to pull his hand back, a sticky mess, and he's too strung out now to be put off by a bit of mess.
He can barely remember why he came here. He just wants his smokes. All this is a bit much for John, and yet. Yeah, the guy looks alright. Kavinsky looks alright. It must have felt good. When was the last time John felt good? About anything?
He wants to say he doesn't want to, that he just wants to take his smokes and go. This is all Kavinsky wanted from him, isn't it? But his legs feel a little weak and his jeans are tight and his hand aches and he's struggling to move.]
He's already finished. I've done what you asked. [Because, you know, it's not like they're teenagers who can't keep going again and again and again.]
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He can barely remember why he came here. He just wants his smokes. All this is a bit much for John, and yet. Yeah, the guy looks alright. Kavinsky looks alright. It must have felt good. When was the last time John felt good? About anything?
He wants to say he doesn't want to, that he just wants to take his smokes and go. This is all Kavinsky wanted from him, isn't it? But his legs feel a little weak and his jeans are tight and his hand aches and he's struggling to move.]
He's already finished. I've done what you asked. [Because, you know, it's not like they're teenagers who can't keep going again and again and again.]